Always Adieu

cross_trigger @ 2004-10-14T10:12:00

2004-10-14T17:12:43Z

its been awhile... but im back.

THAT girl!

2004-08-06T03:47:42Z

orientation was fucking gay. 6 hours of bullshit. but i got piad for it so ill try not to bitch.

had lunch with ra ra, joe and taylor today at the best restaurant in the city, aloha specialties. dont hate, its bomb and you know it.

joe and taylor followed me to joes work. joe got his check and i applied for a job. im crossing my fingers hoping they will call me back. i want to move out of my house by christmas. thats my goal.

joe came over and we watched wonderland. it was alright. the 2 version story method sucks but it was easy to figure out. kate bosworth is hotter than a tamale.

2 parties tonight. AzN and undies party. im going to the AzN party with ra ra then maybe make an appearance at the underwear party.

im out like spring fashion bitch!

cross_trigger @ 2004-07-31T00:55:00

2004-07-31T07:55:57Z

Go sign this petition

cross_trigger @ 2004-06-22T22:16:00

2004-06-23T05:17:01Z

hi drew

we're at ziggys and you are at the comp behind me.

why dont you caress my back like a champ?

friends only.

2004-03-15T22:01:36Z

friends only now. if you want to stay on my friends list, comment.

kthxbye

queen of pain

2004-03-15T07:52:29Z

today was pretty cool.

lance and i went to @net for 2 hours. i saw my old friend josh cabjuan there, hes still the same. we met up with drew there. nate and eddy were there too. we all played gunbound and cs. my team pwned.

we left for the house of blues to buy yellowcard tix, but no, no no.. they had to be sold out. fucking lance is going to get sent to one tree hill.

we headed for miguels. i had fun there. i took a shot of some orange vodka and i was feeling it after 1 shot. miguel and andy were fucked up. anthony, lance and i were rolling. joey and francisco came by and we all hung out. i took pics but ill post them tomorrow.

fuck you aurora.

you were my only friend.

ana's song

2004-03-14T09:22:44Z

tired of the malice

ive been doing a lot of thinking.

i found out something that someone close had said about me.

im disappointed.

no matter.

time to prove some people wrong.

x million and 1.

every breath is a bomb.

pull the plug and cut the cord.

back to the world of rough drafts.

on a good note, O Brother Where Art Thou? is a great movie.

thanks.

xo.

Saturated Alexandria

lets go back to where we lasted
it will bring me peace
hearts on the sleeves
which will hit the ground first?

like i imagined
its a disaster
you bring such malice
bring me ardor

as long i'm here
we are not
youre up so high
come back down

don't go where i can not follow

Cause the Effect

me across the floor
bind me with lies and deceit
it's final justice

the green destiny.

2004-03-13T21:11:04Z

i have started to rough draft a screenplay. its rusty but its about 4 girls and their lives, i know it doesnt sound intersting yet but ill come up with something.

yesterday was lots of fun. joe, bob, levi, eddy, and i had a bbq. grilling the beef, drinkin the booze, grubbin and posing for the cam. yea great stuff.

bob eddy and i saw LOTR: The Return of the King. i know now why peter jackson got the best director oscar now. all 3 movies are a culmination.

i have a new found love for miranda otto (eowyn).

dont go where i can not follow..

the arcade next to rubalcabas is open again. 25 cent DDR MACHINE Wo0t!!

more writing to be done now... plus homework.

yuck.

xo.

roger, nichole and michelle are my thugs

YOU GONNA GET RAPED!

the angelic iron chef

this would make an album cover d=P

tender tender levi..

we goin' to sip bacardi..

the elegant poses

THE FEAST

cheers!

do i have to??
the madness ensues...

PANDA ATTACK!!

end.

cross_trigger @ 2004-03-11T22:34:00

2004-03-12T06:55:28Z

new sn: stoic destroyer

my mom has a new car. im slowly going to take it from her. im already going to use it for school maybe.

im breaking out. i know why now. i worry about things too much. worrying leads to stress. ugh, i cant stand acne!

i need to catch up with my dvd library. so many movies came out and i havent been keeping up with movies i have to have. im going to remake my list tonight then stick to it.

my math class is so easy i dont bother doing homework till the day its due. i got a 50% on my last test. that got me out of the lazy chair.

zhang ziyi is hot.

saturday is my cousins, elmers birthday. im going to try to do something with him. ive been negligent of my cousins for too long. i bet they forgot my name.

i want to buy a sword.

i want a super nintendo so i can play FF3 and chrono trigger. im in the mood for some good gameplay.

i have my digi cam and its great. ive been taking hella pics with it. but its not what i want. i still want my manual camera so i can take my candid photos. i want to make a portfolio.

in a few years, i want to go to film school and get a job as a director. i have a lot of inspiration but no motivation. maybe its money idk. but one day im going to film school.

japan is another one of goals. when i get a job im going to put moeny away to go to japan. i want to go there for at least month. i want to visit game stores. malls, bars, and other places. ever since i saw lost in translation ive been wanting to go more and more. ill probably just go without telling anyone about it then just come back and tell everyone where ive been. im sure it may upset some people.

itll be nice to get away..

xo.

fuckity fuck fuck fuck

2004-03-11T22:22:09Z

i cant stand this place anymore. i need to get the fuck out of here before something bad happens to someone. always thinks im lying. what a fucking idiot.

way of the samurai

2004-03-11T04:16:02Z

hung out with bob for a bit after he got off school.

took some funny ass pics!

went job hunting with botts.

lets hope i get a call back

::crossing fingers::

who is better? ninjas or samurais?

bob the sly devil

feel his "paine"

meditation is key.

is that a spirit bomb?!

are you ready to be struck down by my japanese steel..

THUNDERCATS HOOO!

NINJA v SAMURAI!!

a samurai fights with honor.

bob the mystical ninja of the east!

have you come for death?!

botts and i job hunting. heres what we did to pass time..

stick it up your ass sideways!

2004-03-10T19:33:57Z

today i realized i need to get into gear. i need to pay attention more to my studies than my social or lazy part of my life. im not doing very good on my eng papers and its a pass or fail class. next paper im going to go all out for it, i dont care what the topic is. my 3 other classes i can pass with a breeze. if i pass my eng class itll be my toughest class to date.

i need a job.. badly.

even though i need to do better in school, i need to start supporting myself and become more independent. hopefully botts and i get the job at the bellagio. we really need it at this point. at school. today, UPS took down numbers and of course i put my name and number down ( thanks dave for telling me! ). hopefully i get the call back soon. they seem like they need people.

im getting back into rpgs again. i usually fall in and out of them. pokemon and final fantasy mhmm!! next game to get on my list... Drakengard.

i was bored last night so i felt like being an ass with my cam.

xo.

damn im a cam whore!

2004-03-09T07:36:38Z

class was eh... tiring.

hung out with joe and andy before the show. had a tent and some grub brewin'! then we went to the show. which was great. spitalfield and hey mercedes rocked the cassbar!! chastine and i sang like WHOA. i bought shirts =P.

heres some pics.

we started the afternoon with a BBQ in joes garage.

a little love makin'..

WEIRDED OUT!!

the homies

levi and karsten doing the nasty!

carlo (andys look alike haha jk jk) and i keepin it gangSTAH!!

suprise!!
SPITALFIELD

jesse and i are ill.

the huntridge sign. ghetto and old.

chastine and i are "scene"

♥carlo + ally♥

jesses artsy fartsy pic.. guess what it is??

sexy bitches

red light whore.

blood has been spilt this night...

red light special
HEY MERCEDED

cross_trigger @ 2004-03-08T12:17:00

2004-03-08T20:17:42Z

spitalfield and hey mercedes tonight.

hope to see you there.

100 pts. plus a hate crime!!

2004-03-08T05:29:11Z

hung out with jesse, joe, drew, and miguel tonight.

its good to have a cam handy.

some more pics of tonights fiasco!

joe and andy looking at the stars.. ♥

love's first kiss.. or shotgun hahaha

DIVA

joe the mighty sultan!

jesse and his ass!

miguel EL STRAIGHT EDGE!!

andy getting a taste of his own medicine.. mmm

RICHAA THE LUCHADOR

joe the jackhammer!

CARNAGE!!!

im your superhero!

bathroom pics.

cross_trigger @ 2004-03-07T18:34:00

2004-03-08T02:34:33Z

i finally got my new digi cam today! woot.

thats the gist of my day.. im not looking forward to writing a paper ive been putting off to the last minute.

heres a few pics i took.

LAN whore

2004-03-07T03:06:22Z

woke up.

tv.

ai yori aoshi and will & grace.

@net.

gunbound and CS.

im getting fat.

sinus headache.

chill at home i guess.

solemn wish.

cross_trigger @ 2004-03-05T17:28:00

2004-03-06T01:28:55Z

i am such an asshole.

random quotes

2004-03-05T09:14:20Z

isnt it beautiful?..

sippin on some sizzerp!

2004-03-04T21:12:01Z

thank you botts rbstinger for with my layout and new icon. its bitchin'!!

i have fallen into bad habits once again. its addicting like DDR.

kadida and i are true thugs.

i found out that club seven has a ccsn/unlv night on wednesdays.. ill take that into consideration for next week.

cross_trigger @ 2004-03-03T23:42:00

2004-03-04T07:42:19Z

Missclaudia in Cardiovascular Flagship

Endearing and elegant, this heart-rending piece of motion picture history, set in a spacestation orbiting Earth, takes a look at companions, rbstinger (Alan Cumming) and missclaudia (Carrie-Anne Moss), who find themselves racked with guilt due to the fact that a plot to keep them apart has been triggered by missclaudia's unscrupulous boss, shelby_girl (Julia Louis-Dreyfus). You'll laugh; you'll cry. In that order.

Produced by ianiceboy

ferocious cougar.

2004-03-04T06:47:52Z

botts, heather and i had an adventure to remember. my dad and i went to pick them up so we can jump start botts' aunts car, but we turned around cause she got a jump from someone. then we went back to botts to chill, we decided to go get some stuff to make milkshakes. we head up to albertsons to get the ingredients and we see my african bretheren ryan. we walked around and jabbered on. ryan helped us with the groceries cause hes a slave to the souf. muahaha jk jk. then we head back to my house and heather makes the bombest milkshakes EVER!! we watched the OC cause we're cool kids that watch teen soap operas. then i took them home.

i bought a blank journal and im going to start writing in it. maybe ill start writing a script or screenplay. i type my thoughts here so no need to write it down.

damn eng paper. professor is making it tough for me. im one of his best students and he keeps testing me. challenges can be a headache.

ps

the ferocious cougar had its first race today. AND IT PWNEDZ0RZ!!! watch out you rice burners, the cougar is moving up.

give me some applause.

2004-03-03T20:17:59Z

im crossing my fingers. i hope that botts and i get the job at bellagio soon. we could work together. everything is in bellagios and my mommy dears hands =P. it would be swell if i got it.

i finished my paper for eng to find out i dont hav eto turn it in, BUT i have to rewrite it and turn it in on monday. my paper is total crap cuase i bs'ed my way through it. i need help writing it. any takers??

history was hella fun today. we got back in our convention groups and we had a blast. we talked about our constitution, clubs, missy elliott, and some other things. i made some new friends too, ashley, edrina, terrence, and daniel. cool cats. the class constitution was crazy as hell. people stayed away from the heated subjects, i.e. religion and marriage. the class isnt much of a bore anymore.

spitalfield, hey mercedes, and early november is on sunday or monday. going to that for sure.

im tired. i need sleep.

night xo

bojangles.

im getting a louis vutton wallet. 8^)

cross_trigger @ 2004-03-02T12:39:00

2004-03-02T20:39:43Z

class cancelled. professors leaving next week. what a start to a great day..

muertre tu amor

2004-03-02T05:01:50Z

eng class has gotten more interesting i got some pretty good grades on my papers. and i plan to write another one in the mext day or two. conventions. i hate writing shit about the constitution, especially for my history class. its fine the way it is. good thing i remember a few things from govt honors.

my day was nonstop!!

right afterschool, i had to go with my dad to get my mommy dears car. we drove home then i had to go back to take her. UGH. botts went with me so its all good. we tried to apply for jobs there, but human resources was fucking closed at 230 and we got there at 238!! dfg;jjkq35 y7q3$%Y$Q#^^. oh well. we have to go back there tomorrow.

we paid a visit to nick and michael at the dorms. we watched a few funny videos on the comp. i got a cool ass BULBASAUR keychain. it rox0rZ!! thanks you guys. i took nick to work then botts and i went to the bank to cash his check. the bank had some cool ass telecommunicator type services there. pretty intriguing. then i chilled at botts for a minute.

SAILING MISHAP!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANCER!! hung out with bob and lance today at the mall. we were shopping whores for an hour or two. we saw jesse, caitlin, and karsten there. we met up at american eagle. it was fun. smoothies are delish!

now im home and tired. im dressed like im mormon and i feel like throwing these clothes in a furnace =P.

time for some fucking homework. word.